It's been three and a half hours since I have woken up. Which means three and a half hours of my whole holiday has been used. Why is it, that I do not feel the same towards the time in holidays, like I used to when I was in primary school or the holidays last year? Most likely because I have lost my freedom. Everyday at home I always feel like a caged bird that wants to fly and see the world again, like it did when it used to be free. The linear blinds on the window are the bars of the cage. The closed door of the room, is the door of the cage, which is the only entrance and exit into and out of the outside world. Actually no. I'm not only a caged bird. I am a caged bird which can't fly. I can walk in and out of the room as I please but I cannot fly anywhere. I am complaining to myself for not knowing how to become stronger and to fight against my tyrannous master (in other words my dad). I want to see things that make me laugh, make me cry, make me feel excited and make me think the world isn't the worst place to be.
Interpretation: I WANT TO WATCH MORE ANIME AT MY OWN FREE WILL WITHOUT MY DAD COUNTING HOW MUCH DATA I USED EVERY SINGLE DAY! >:( I WANT IT BE LIKE HOW IT USED TO BE...wake up at 10am, brush teeth, grab all the food you can find, run upstairs, plop in front of my laptop and watch all the anime i want until mum gets back at 3pm...T^T...LIFE IS SO TOUGH!
For some reason I really want the holiday to end...but I DON'T WANT TO GO BACK TO SCHOOL AND DO THOSE STUPID USELESS TESTS!! >:T
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